the post below was just published. obviously it was left as a draft coz i thought i would actually go back to write about more things in it.
like that ever happened.

i'm not exactly emo or anything? i know i might have sent out the wrong message today during guitar coz i hardly said anything, which is so unlike me when i'm with all of them, but i just wasn't in the mood. sorry peeps D:

it's just that there are some positive things that keep me going everyday, some not so positive things that make me question myself and some other things that i've been putting off for a long long time.
since january actually, and it's been 4 months already? another 4 more to go.
i would like to say it's not too late yet but then again, i'm always going to regret the 4 months i already lost.
dunno why i find it soooo hard to do sth for my own good.

away from those things for a while.
went out with sadia ytd (:
and walked practically the whole of orchard just to make ammends for a movieee lol
the movie was freaky though. nice but freaky. but we ended up camwhoring at New Look, with all the really cute (but not wearable) accessories there ;D
tried on almost all the nail polishes on display in the Face Shop and bought this real black one because sadia's obsessed with pitch black nails hahaha. it DID look nice though (on her nails) ;D

it's awesomee to hang out with her. i'm gonna miss all that when she goes to canada. or i go to uk >_<

since i don't feel like ending off in an emo way, i shd mention that we saw these VIBRATING Lancome mascaras at takashimaya! so cool! haha felt weird on my lashes though XD

and that brings me to makeup, which i'm totally obsessing about these days.