I AM SAD! D:

for alot of reasons actually but mainly coz i'm going india tmr. and it feels horrible now. because i have 1 night left in my lovely room/bed. i know i always resist going anywhere or any new thing and then almost always end up not regretting going for them but this is different. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO GO!

when people are flying off to korea and japan and australia...
and serena went hong kong on the same day as SS so maybe she had the possibilty of seeing them inside the airport, away from all the crazy fangirls. omg she doesn't care about this but i doo! D:

i know i'm really slow on blogging lately, especially since i have nothing to do these days. just sleeping for many many hours till my head hurts and then waking up and just spending the day away carelessly.

horrible way of spending the after-exam break. but really, i feel so lost and unsure about the next few months. everyone's like looking for jobs and stuff while i'm just lazing around, hoping to get more calls. sighs. i wish they would come quickly >_<

and so, i plan on spending the next 2 weeks going through all the info and all instead of just waking up late and mourning the absence of my lappy. BIG SIGHS. i'm not addicted to the comp or anything but not having my lappy with me makes me feel EMPTY! hah and i just said i'm not addicted to the comp. whatever. i just love my lappy alot and 2 weeks without it is going to be painful. i'm also considering leaving my omnia here incase it gets stolen when i'm there (like wth) but no omnia on top of no lappy is just too much to deal with. anw, hope that i can get on my dad's laptop once in a while and vent my frustrations.

here's wishing everyone a happy and safe vacation. have fun, eat fruits and sleep lots peeps! till 23rd...