i'm tired of doing the same thing over and over again.
sick of my behavior which i can't seem to change for the better.
sick of thinking the same things all the time.
if there's any such thing as divine intervention, i think i need it.

enough is never
the more i get, i more i want it.
it's the same with everything. almost everything.
it's like, waking up at 11am and then almost falling asleep again at 4pm
or, going on the lappy and even though i have nothing to do, i still snoop around random websites that i don't care about checking anymore.
and it's exactly the same with waiting for that time.

oh mann i dont wanna sound like one of those emo people, ranting nonsense in their blogs.
and i'm soo not emo >_<
just wish that i can spend this 6 months more fruitfully.
like, learn how to drive maybe
or get a job that actually pays.
actually, i don't mind a job that doesnt pay haha.

just realised my handwriting is unreadable now.
many weeks of not writing madly.
and i lost whatever i had of my info retaining power.
everything just diffuses out too fast D:

my bro just asked me about wet rice cultivation and subsistence farming
O_o
it's been like 2 years since i touched those stuff?! lol
and i barely remember those stuff
THE VICIOUS CYCLE OF POVERTY of subsistence farmers in asia.
blah blah...
i do remember all the crazy times we had in mrs thong's geog/eng lessons.
she would always, ALWAYS target the 4 of us - chun, unnaa, ball and me haha
all those...

chunling~ can you please usher the class!
or,
chunling's handwriting is soo big and round and neat!
or,
unnaa~ tell the class about the transportation in perth!
or,
the highest in geog is alicia from 4e6! *flashes all of ball's script to the entire co-hort while she dies of embarrasment*
or,
pallavi~ do you remember the mint tree in King's park?!

right, of all the things, why would i wanna rmb a MINT TREE.
sheesh
haha
i miss those times (:

while on the topic of king's park, a few days ago i realised that the CD in which i put ALL the perth photos got corrupted or sth.
sheeeH!
like omg, i don't freaking care what happened to it but all my perth pics are gonee!
oh noo D:
it was like the very first overseas trip i had with my friends
was soo much funn!
all the stupid things we did on the trip.
like stack up our luggage against the door in the motel in albany coz it just felt soo unsafe there (with all the drunk ppl outside) lol
and catch cartoon porn on tv in the hotel in perth.
count the number of sheep that passed the bus in a min (coz there were just too many out there)
and ph fighting the millions of FLYS all around while unnaa totally slept whenever she got on the bus :D

and it's gone now
sheesh again D:
unnaa! pass me the cd with all the pics ok! pls pls! haha

anyways, looking forward to meeting up with ball, chan, unnaa, yisi and bern tmr (: