staying up late after a long time.
preparing for my interview
but somehow it's often turning into my DAD's interview.
its like whatever i say isnt good enough.
my ideas aren't interesting and genuine enough or sth.
so someone else needs to butt in to add flavour to my speech.
whatever.

i'm scared.
it's like 2 more days?
D:

oh and i don't have any anti-anyone stance.
as in, i know its nothing huge but it seemed like everyone already had some negative perception of me being ANTI-ppl or sth.
and that response i got when i said i was trying out for med...
these are the things i'm scared of the most and what puts me off from being enthusiastic about my possible future career.
anyways, it helps to overlook such comments.

found out this channel on youtube.
wish i saw it last year when i was struggling with coming up with complexity in issues in GP.
i actually find these talks interesting.
surprisingly since i usually use my lappy for not-so-educational purposes.
sighs



anyways, the guy at 8:45 is cute? haha
oh mann and i managed to divert my quest for knowledge and complexity of issues.
but really, i always thought intelligence brought with it some kinda special aura.
;D