I CAN FINALLY WATCH CURTIS STONE ON THE CELEBRITY APPRENTICE!
O M G !!!!!!

i'm having a major blood rush to my head and it's detrimental since i only have that much blood to do with at the moment. LOL
oh mannn he just looks so freaking gorgeous,like a hundred times more delicious than the food he cooks!
he already looks soooo damn gooOod when he smiles! but when now when he's frowning, getting stressed, angry, feeling frustrated and all that, it's like he's oozing sexiness or sth.
drop by drop!
omg ok i know i sound SICK and dramatic but its the whole blood rush :D



major blood rush moments XDXD

oh, been watching project runway australia and loving it. it reminds me of the time i wanted to be a fashion designer/interior designer. well, look how far from that i am now haha. i wish they had some an elective within the main med course where we could study fashion designing or sth. haha kkay that's insane XD

onto other more sane things, work's pretty laid back, like duh lol. and i dont get home too late so that gives me enough time to do the things that are "suppossed to be done". ok, WILL BE DONE. whatever.

so i was making this list of all the things i wanted. material things.
and yes, that makes me sound like a major spoilt brat but really, after thinking for awhile, i realised that they werent things that i urgently/desperately wanted. i want them yea but it's in a more relaxed way? haha if that mes me sound any better...

oh yes, and recently i've been finding all these really gorgeous words; they are gorgeous because i love how they sound and look hehe. anyways, i decided to make a small book of my own collection of exotic words and phrases, since i have loads of time and might as well squeeze in abit of education amidst all the random things i've been doing(:

lastlyyy, bought NEW MOON DVD yesterday!
they gave me this HUGEE poster which i stuck on my wall with double sided tape but in the middle of the night, it made a screechy sound and fell off from the wall.
sighs. too big D:
i was just re-re-watching new moon and was thinking how unfair life is.
i mean, bella-bitch is 18 and she gets to marry edward and have a half-human-half-vampire kid and i'm on my way to becoming a spinster T_T
sheesh. no fair!
and when they actually refer to bella as an "average girl", they are totally being wrong since she's so not average in many ways, some of which are;
a) the whole barrier against supernatural powers thing
b) how come only she smells irresistibly delicious
c) even though she's 18, she's mentally old enough to match with a 109 year old guy.
those stuff just can't be coincidence. It's like, duh, you're no normal and thats why you get edward.
like telling everyone else that you have to be unique in ways to get perfect people in your lives. or something.
i dunno, i'm not bitching about anything. afterall, she IS fictional and it IS a fantasy story. was just being amused thinking all these stuff yesterday :P

this is what happens when i'm too free? lol

anyways, i'm gonna make myself finish reading the last book, even though reading about a MARRIED EDWARD is disgusting. really. and i'm not being jelous or anything. it's just unbearable, all the frenzy and drama.

okayyy was waiting for apprentice to load finish.
off to watching curtisss! ahhh
and he's way hotter than edward :D