was a bad day.
wanted to come home and relax, take my mind off things for awhile by spazzing over double S.
so i started watching random vids on youtube
and realised that there's so many things i missed when i didn't know them for the 3 years in which they had been active as a GROUP the most
and then i read some depressing news about them
hence, the depressed post.

i always turned to SS whenever i needed a small escape from problems
but now, they became one of the problems
sheesh.

just as i was about to recall the golden old days (of both mine and SS), i realised that i accidentally missed driving class today
wrote it down in my notebook but never checked.

and i feel as if my head's about to blow up
with the constant head aches, problems, hopelessness and now this.
like seriously, i don't know if there's any positive things left to look forward to now
and i have to deal with everything that's been goin on since i no longer have an escape route.