uhm i don't have a crush at the moment. how?
shall i write one to jungmin then? HAHA
i'm mad xD

dear crush,

you obviously don't know me and there's a 99.99999% chance that you'll never know my existance. needless to say, i know alot more about you than you know about me. i wish i knew you earlier.

i love your voice; that would be the main reason i like you, i guess. of course, i like your personality too and some of your interests are my interests as well. like for one, i always wanted to design clothes and own my own line; maybe have a small cozy boutique that would be as pretty as the clothes i make. however, that's more like a fantasy to me because i can't see myself doing something like that. but seeing you do it makes me happy and makes me wanna support you. it's always great to see someone fulfiling their dreams one by one.

another reason why i like you is you have the right amount of self-confidence. i lack in that aspect, sadly. truthfully, you aren't one of the most popular guy out there and even in your own group, you rank in the bottom. but that doesn't put you down. even if it does, you don't show it and carry yourself with the right amount of self-esteem. your confidence in yourself is never hampered and that reflects in your actions. i wish i had atleast half of your confidence.

i loved it when you said that you don't have an idol but you yourself hope to become an idol to other people. some people might think you're being arrogant but to me, that reflects confidence in your abilities and a desire to spur other people to achive their goals to the best of their abilities.

i wish i'm able to see you atleast once in my lifetime, regardles of whether you're still my crush or not. actually, crush isn't even the right word for you. anyways, i hope you succeed in whatever you do and i would be sure to look out for you in the future. eat carrots and be happy always.

good luck for the future.

love,

me

p.s. can you please not get married or attached until i do? LOL kidding of course!